Zoids & Richies....

Does anyone remember the movie 'Pretty in Pink',I know I do ,or at least I thought I did.Apparently this movie isn't what I remembered it to be.You know how that is when I was young I hated broccoli now I love it.Well my friend Dave lent me the movie so our family could view it my 13 yr old daughter had never seen it .She watched 'The Breakfast Club' with us and the jury is still out on how she felt about that movie.When Pretty in Pink came on she couldn't hang she was tired and went to bed.
After viewing the special features on the disk and watching the movie ,I couldn't help remember that I think I really only liked the movie for Duckie .He was the man ,I mean come on Andrew McCarthy? seriously?People Molly Ringwald is the reson this ducky thing didnt work,ya know.The behind scenes tell's it all she just wasnt into him and had it been Rodney Downy Jr to play Duckie she couldve seen her and Duckie getting together,but since the moive had been written for her she apparently threw her weight around so to speak.The studios had wanted someone else like Jennifer Beals to play her part and as Molly states she just couldnt belive that,the nerve.This chic is still living off this flim,I cant stand her ,I think Im gonna puke if I have to watch it again to soon.
This moive is based loosely on Zoids and Richies,shes poor and and so cool and hes rich and might as well be a card board poster,thats about all the emotion he musters in the moive a stiff borad.Really shes a wanna be Zoid cause she has a car and lives in a simi nice home and has horrible taste in clothes and men apparently,Her words in the speacial feature was she told the producers yeah Andrew McCarthy is dreamy ,I would fall in love with him.Its a good thing she doesnt do much in flim anymore I dont know how'd they fit her head into the frame.I could go on about what I love or hate about this flim it is worth owning ,but only to view every once in a GREAT while,ya know.
Im putting this to a poll Duckie or Blaine(lame)?Post em people I demand to know where you stand... htrdbunny xoxo

211

February 18, 2009 - Wednesday

Current mood: discontent I received a call today which reminded me,back in June when my husband and I were almost killed in an accident by a drunk driver.We feel upon some hard times.When I say hard times I guess I might as well be saying I still am living hard times or through them ,but I mean really hard times without a car ,injured ,ya know scared, traumatized and at that point by the time I got to thinking about my utilities and stopped licking my wounds,and worrying about my car and what we were gonna do.Oh yeah utilities,bills ,responsibilities oh shit!So then ya know I turned to the utilities company's trying to make payment arrangements and negotiate with people only to find myself at the point where no one could help us .Finally when speaking to a rep at one of the utility company's I get turned onto this # 211 help line number.This is during a time that I'm waiting on a job,I finally get the job,then its like ok we got this much money for gas to make it through till my husbands payday I'll have to wait 3 weeks for my first paycheck and we dont have any food in the house.I have this 211# and I'm like what's this place gonna do for me ,we dont use the system we both work ,no one has helped us before why this be different now,but they did help we were able to get food and assistance with one of our utility bills.Today I get a call from this rep wanting to do a survey about my experience in 2008 with using the 211#,and at the end she asked if I would mind them qouting me.I at first was like NO! in my head then I thought hey why not they did help us it is a great service they even followed up on us about a week later after we called.I have infact reffered a few people at work to this # when I was told about a hard time they were going through and thought it would be benificial.Now I know some of my friends may read this and get upset at us for not having asked them for help when it was needed,we love you guys and you were there for us so please dont be upset with us.Which brings me to why I decided to blog today,I m stressed and I may not have a job after today or by sunday ,so when I got this call it reminded me of the time I was in need and without work now with my job dangling by a thread it just weirded me out.I work in a call center helping people troubleshoot with their sat tv,its not a glamorous job by any means,but its a job.My time on the phone is clocked each time by how long I help a customer , when the call is done how long I take to make a note on the account ,my attendance and adhearing to my schedule are a majority to what makes my over all handle time which is a # you have to be at goal with or you loose your job after a small period of time.I have a great boss an awesome schedule, but im still struggling to shed about 30 sec give or take off my handle time, my boss is in school and has been out the past few days which is a savings grace for me because until we have our weekily coaching on how im doing I still have a job.I started out with 30 something people in my class one of the bigger class' they had at the timeI had a great instructor,by the time we went to the floor during this limbo time they call transition the class was about half the original size for many different reasons,once we hit the floor we were put into different pods on sep teams within those pods and by that time two people from class were still there with me.The last time I checked 4 people including myself still work there that I went thru the begning with,only one of them I care for that monica .My current team is made up of different people some new some old ,some of which I have become very close to and hate the idea of not getting to see on a regular basis ,sounds stupid hunh,?Im 32 yrs old and I feel like Im in high school and were are possibly moving.Not only do I need my job I want my job which fucking sucks cause that;s not enough being a good empolyee isnt enough 30 sec will make or break me.My husband is worried but supports me ,always has,thank you for that honey,if Im fired there two other place's Ill imediatly go to but that not the point .The 211 made me realize I may have climed up on the ladder, but I may have to climb back down again soon.

What do you buy a Demon for his Birthday...

June 20, 2008 - Friday

Current mood: accomplished I wasn't sure how to put this down in words ,but I was in a pickle today.My girl Tee's hubby is turning one year older tomorrow.I wanted to get him something ,and I couldn't think of what to get him.So the other day while at Barnes & Noble my husband and I looked but just didn't find anything we thought he would like.Sometimes thats a bitch you know birthdays and all its so personal,lol,but anyway.So latter that eve I went to pay a bill ,and thought hey uh ,I should check out that one adult store by my house and see if there's anything in there for him.OMG! maybe if he was GAY! I pulled up like I don't know around 9 pm ish and no one was there,but a lil Hispanic woman who worked there.I had never been in this store which was naughty, but not nice!lol seriously I was like bombarded with latex penis' , andsomething that looked like a tree stump that I guess they will put somewhere obviously, I had a vision of that scene from that movie , Requiem for a Dream ,where that old dude says to the two girls who were having sex for crack or meth and they are completley exhasted and he says "ass to ass "with the giant two ended dildo ehhw lord ,yes girl they had a few of those ,oh my God !I had no fucking clue,it was a hard core shop.I was making my way out of the shop,but first browsing the oils and what not and this dude comes in and I like fucking froze up like oh shit some one might see me here that I know,But he seemed to be suspicious of me too,so kool then fuck off! anyway he leaves and I say to the lil chica there I just don't think theres anything here I could by in good conscience for my friends husbands birthday,and she laughed and nodded her head and I left.Hell I aint saying there were items there I wouldn't get for a girlfriend but her husband ,ewwh I dont think so. Today I got to thinking about the gift and I took a more simple approach, a sweet but good card,and some good ol texas beer...

The Best Laid Plans.....

June 19, 2008 - Thursday

Current mood: sore So a total Summer's eve ,uhhm ....cleaning is in order for my house.I got lot's of books and other miscellaneous shit that needs gone through & donated or maybe recycled? Anyway I have sometime off work at the moment and its not related to the recent auto accident my husband and I were in.While I had this time off you know,I had plans... so much for best laid plans.... I will do what I can between doc apts and what not.. Today I had an MRI done,have you ever gone in and had one yourself? Its not really a big deal if you just wear earrings or maybe you have never had any thing pierced,so its no big deal. Today was a tough day for me,I myself have never had an MRI.So I wasn't aware ALL jewelry must come out! lol You know since I had my nipples pierced I have never had the jewelry out,and today when faced with this situation I thought oh shit! But I gave it a good try I just couldn't do it they wouldn't come loose.Then I looked up at my face in the mirror and saw my Monroe piercing,then to my tragus piercing that I have had since I was 21 so ten years and it had never been out either.I was just upset my breast all out of my bra,my face red and then hot tears swirled down my cheeks .I had my mini moment then packed the girls away,dried my eyes and face and said,I cant do this on my own. I would have to go to the piercing bar.When I told the guy who was going to do the test that I couldn't do it because well you know,he was like oh ,ok , well could you go and have them taken out then come back latter ?.I said yeah. So I took hubby to work.Then I went to a job interview because it was set up the day before and the piercing bar didn't open up till noon.My interview at a new yarn specialty shop went well,but I am not sure they will call back. After that ,it was off to 23rd st Piercing Bar.They were great! Becky helped me she was so gentle,so sweet,and she didn't charge me either.The taking out was easy.It was 2 hours give or take latter that I was back to have the jewelry put back in. OUCH! Becky was ever gentle,but my body had already started to heal,even she was shocked how fast my piercing had tried to start healing,so anyway back to sea salt & water soaks again.My Monroe piercing is swollen and tender.Just let your mind do the wondering as to how my nipples are doing.Like I said so much for best laid plans..

One plus Two makes Three

April 3, 2008 - Thursday

Current mood: blessed ? A little while back I suggested getting a number 3 tattooed on myself and my girls becks and tracy. To represent us and the bond we share as sisters,you know if we really were sisters.Tracy totally forgot about it ,lol cause tequila is a mind eraser ya know. But she took the suggestion and prettied it up with the idea of the trinity knot all of us are Irish some of us catholic ,but not practicing.whatever.So tracy set’s up an appointment with Josh Poindexter at Tornado Tattoo in Oklahoma City.We basically tell becks we are going out for some drinks and being this isn’t an out of the norm request she’s down for it right.So on are way there we get lost cause I hadn’t ever been there before ,although tracy had it was dark and not so familiar an area for some girls from the south side..We find it with our personal navigation guide shane, tracy’s husband,lol. Now I have to give a lil background here or what I’m about to say wont make any sense.In august of 07 I turned 31 and celebrated it by getting a few pierceing’s infact someone else was supposed to get her uh hmmm nipples pierecd too!,but she who will not be named ok tracy you know its you,lol anyway. Becks were already done,though she had a larger bar put in I think or just reopened,anyway point is becks has a huge fear of needles ,swore off tats piercing is one thing but a bunch of needles is another.Not to mention that Tracy given becky some shit over not having a tat or getting one ,so beck gave tracy some shit over the nipple piercings lmao ,we just couldnt twist tracys wrist cause she was like after you screamed! like a dieing animal that sealed the deal for me no nipple peircing!.. Ya know,I had a come to jesus meeting with myself and tracys nipples and I m willing to let em alone.But fyi tracy you are missing out honey.:-) So we are there at the parlor and becks like what are we doing here ?why are we at a tattoo parlor.Me and tracy are like because we have an appointment.You should’ve seen the look on beck’s face she must’ve thought we were doing it then.However tracy and I were worried if we asked her about the tat she’d say no ,so a lil trickery on part was played ,but all for a good cause..Becks really surprised me ya know she was way cool about it,she was like alright, &when? she and I got to meet Josh and Rich to two artist of Tornado Tattoo who I really like.Josh loves to do flowers and I seen some orchids he had done which I LOVE,beautiful work.. So we set up our appointment ,and leave to have a few or more drinks at The Blue Note a good time was had. I had a hangover from hell the next day..They have guiness on tap and harp beer I had 4 pints of guiness and two black and tans,yum a dum dum,but so bad a headache the morning after. March 29 Tracys birthday I get picked up by tracy ,becks and jessie, tracy’s lil cuz.We head over to the north side we grab something to eat on the fly.Then we head over.Fast forward thru all the legal mumbo jumbo, we are ready to get inked beck wants to go first,being I’m a lil nervous its also my first Im like ok!!Becks was a real trooper no tears a couple of threats or accusations about tracy lying about the pain,lol and how she better get her nipples pierced now!..but then It was my turn,I wonder if tracy made us go fist to insure we do it,lol..just kiddin.. It did hurt,but not like I thought it would and not as bad as my nipples,Jesus! was the first thing I could say when he did my first line,but with each line I just bitched my way thru it ya know,never saying shit about the guy causing my pain just that it was annoying like a bee stinging you over ,and over..what can I say it was all worth it,no regrets I love you guys very much...always will...

What’s New.....

January 27, 2008 - Sunday

Current mood: awake I have been meaning to get my blog on ,it just seems that shit get's in the way you know and well frankly I forget or am to damn tierd to bother.So I decided that tonight would just be a catch up on thing's as of late. A couple of week's ago my brother and I had to commit my mom for the third time in the past tweelve year's that may sound like ,not to bad when you consider it's been 13 years since I left home.Anyway she's out now and not taking her med's and still not the person whom I can have a reasonable conversation with at this time.Usually when this has happend before tremendous tsunamis follow like her split with reality is the earthquake,then losing her house or apartment or walking through some damn rough pasture land in Texas and breaking into someones's farm house in the middle of fuckin nowhere and having the cop's calling saying do you know a dale ------- ? uhh yeah ,why? this is travis with some damn police station ,your mom was found in a house and her truck with two dogs in it were found just outside of town with the windows rolled up.We need you to make arrangement's to come get her.Keep in mind this is texas and it was July..yeah no shit it was hot.So my baby brother and my now sister-n-law went and got mom.That was just a small sample of the first time we had to commit mom.She was abusing her then med's which were Duregesic patch's which are from the opium family kid's if you didnt already know. This last time my mom took a walk in freezing ass cold weather naked down a very dark main street here in the city.An officer spotted her and she was taken to a crisis center where they let her go the next day because the officer diddnt want to fill out a report.WTF! her crazy ass diddnt need to go anywhere,and what the hell do my taxes pay for anyway,lazy mother fucker...So back to the intro of this saga., Me and my bro took her to norman and that was that .for a week then a judge said she wasnt at any risk to herself or anyone else.I guess that's a matter of opinon :-) isn't? My daughter gave out our phone number to at three "alleged boys" on her myspace profile.I was so fuckin mad it was all I could do not to totally loose it on her, because we all know the implacation's of shit like that.Her father and I preach this shit everyday,we must be speaking chinese or something .Needless to say her ass is grounded from the computer for awhile,and I had our phone number changed and made it non published,those of you who know me in the real world if I havnt sent or called you with our new number send me an email and I get it to ya..Say la've I guess, with our kid's, technology is the shit they find themselves's getting in trouble with .When I was her age it was different that's all I'm gonna say about that I wasn't perfect either I just didn't get caught.Which seem's to be her down fall cause momma's been there done that and worse .She is a great kid ,I love her more than anything in this world,beside's her father and as he has said this to me ,after you count our daughter I love you more than anything in this world.She's the absoulute product of our true love ,damn that girl can really get my hair ruffled though... XOXO'S HTRDBUNNY

Hip to be Square

December 8, 2007 - Saturday

Current mood: adored Hell's Bell's where has the time gone? it's been awhile since I have put down some random useless thought's that only mean something to me,But hey that's alright. Let's see now what has this bunny got up to while myspace kept turning.....Me and the Gorilla now own our own house in the tree top's ,with vine's to swing from and everything..We also have two new member's added to our tribe snickerdoddle & gracie.Their two female kitten's who couldn't be separated so now they are both in good care here.We lost a member of our tribe HotLips she was an older female harlaqin rabbit we rescued from a friend who couldn't take care of her,and wasn't sure how old she was.She had been spayed and was at least 3 years old when we got her.She will be missed by all of us especially my dear sweet Gorilla who nick named her hotlips, and she just loved him to peice's too. We had an awesome Thanksgiving dinner w/my mom. I got a perm,and went out that evening and had a breakdown in a country dance hall we went to.Yeah I was balling ,very embrassing.I got by though with a lil help from friend's,and IHOP afterward's were I had a chicken fried steak dinner didnt hurt either. Thank's Beck's ,Tracy,Patty,Jessica,and Shane..... Mean while I've been working everyday which is kick ass. My daughter has been putting the gorilla and I through our pace's.There's only so much this bunny can take I say ,but still I rise above and carry on .We wont give up on this kid ,this is just a process we all went through.I still wonder though how my mom did it as a single mom of two.I've got it so much more better than my mom did.I have a wonderful husband who is my oasis from the storm's that life can bring ,someone who is very loyal and loving too.I feel guilty even complaining..... So anyway there you have it folk's pretty square stuff. My friend's are important to me.I don't think I'd get by without a lil help from my friends,not to mention a lil drunk..But that's a whole different can of worm's.

Luv Ya ? Check Yes or No......

September 29, 2007 - Saturday

Current mood: good I was wondering..... How long or how well for that matter should you know someone before the word's Luv Ya are said? Is there a wrong time or right time? Probly so depending on who you say it to.Now I don't mean the let's get married or just after sex WOW!!!! that was sooooo good "I THINK I LOVE YOU"........lol No it's just sometime's you'll get the chance to fall upon a patch of friend's or at least what you hope will alway's be your friend's, And because you sense how sweet,kind and special they are are. Ya know some people just have an escence about them,a magnetic force...it's a hard thing to describe. It's like that song by Squeeze "If I didn't love you" Gosh I love that song,, He say's "singles remind me of kisses and albums remind me of friend's" Big Sigh......GOD how I have alway's Loved music ..... This may sound weird ,but we all have a soundtrack to our live's.Everyone's is unique.I'll alway's think of my cusion Misty Dawn and our misadventure's when I hear 'kiss me deadly' by Generation X,or 'hot child in the city' by Nick Gilder,:-) I don't recall telling her 'I luv ya' much at all I wish I had now. When I hear' love my way' by The Psychedelic Furs or 'hideaway' by 'The Beat Farmers'I diffently think of my husband and I,and as far as that go's ,the list go's on from there.Our soundtrack is still a work in progress..:-) I hope all my friend's near and far know,I LOVE EM!...Shit life's just to damn short.We all need to say what we feel ,when compelled to do so.Impluse can be a' good thing',even Martha would agree... So that's it, I've decided if I feel it in my heart to send ya some love or even out right tell you so,damin't I will...You may not feel it to say back and that's cool ,honesty is the best in these situation's.I am a person who speak's from the heart and not usually the brain.... Do I Love Ya ?Y <+> N <> htrdbunny

My Bun Bun went to Heaven.....

September 15, 2007 - Saturday

Rabbito 4-2000 - 9-14-2007 Current mood: sad Category: Life Yesterday evening I came home and found my bunny Rabbito had passed away sometime earlier in the day.. Rabbito was over 6yrs old ,he was a med-large Palamino Rabbit .I think the last time he was at the vet he weighed 7pds or more....He was the first rabbit that we welcomed into our home a few day's before Easter when my daughter had just turned 5yrs old the month before. It was Grandma Dale who got him for for my lil one.We took picture's of her holding him,my mom wasn't sure he'd make it through the week,because he was so small.Thankfully she was wrong and we had six + wonderful year's with him.We love you Rabbito very much and you will be missed dearly....Good Bye sweet bun bun.........

To the Outfeild.......

September 14, 2007 - Friday

When you strike out,and your the last one to bat,you could get very discouraged,but not my gorilla,he hasnt gave up and I wont let em' for those of you that read my last blog this is just a quick update on the current job search/interview.

He made it to the second interveiw ,but no call followed on Monday..That's alright ,hell that place could very well burn down this winter ,and then where would we be, ya know...:-)

So just as life goes on so do we......

Sometime’s life throw’s you a curve ball.....

September 1, 2007 - Saturday

Current mood: hopeful

It's weird but sometime's I think life throw's you a curve ball on purpose..

I don't think it's to piss you off or fuck your life totally up,it's just to wake your ass up out of a slummber or expose you to some pain to make you turn around right where you stand and Think...

We all will experience this in life,No matter what your status is in this big ol' world ya know.

My childhood was smooth and rough and some stuff I think,shit I know I've blocked out. Hell as bad I think it was it couldve been worse...alot worse.I am a tough ass girl thanx to my childhood,and I have a tremendous amount of respect for what my mom had to deal with on her own. Do to a fuck'ed up life she had ,and being a teenage mother,married then divorced my father and that's really all she wrote on his ass.He was really no help ,and sometime's I think it would have been better that he wasn't in picture.

Man I really just digresed big time..lol... Sorry we talking about life...right?..

As we speak or that is as I write/type my husband is at a job interveiw,yeah on a sat,and yes on a holiday weekend too.He currently has a job ,he's been there 11 + yrs, but here's that curve ball I was talking about he now need's to seek empolyment elese where.

Wish us luck or rub a bald man's head ...

And remember this when life throw's you a curve ball ,examine the play before you throw back...